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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Sunday, December 10, 2006

I can't stop thinking about you, you asshole. You will not leave my brain alone. You and your family are constantly on my mind. It doesn't help that I am going to mail something back to your mother in return for the card she sent me. I hate that I can't think of anything else besides you. I am getting very very sick of writing about you but you've taken over anything I ever had resembling a creative outlet. I hate thinking about you, I hate feeling things for you, I hate missing you, and I really hate writing about you. This place should not be housing any more words about you. I am sick of words about you. Please, leave my brain alone. Just leave me alone. I am sick of this.

If I didn't write, would I end up exploding? It's not that I can't function, because I can. It's not that I can't think of anything other than you, because I can. It's just that you end up being the one thought that surfaces most often and I am exhausted trying to hold it back. I don't want to think about anything anymore. I'm tired and it hurts. I wish I could hate you. It's easier to hate me for giving in all the time. I bought December's issue of Maxim because Angelina is on the cover. I spent 5.99$ + tax for three measly pages and old pictures of her. If I had still been with you, I could have stolen your copy. Even the obsession with my darling has your taint on it. I am sick and tired of thinking of you. Go away.

Joan Jett, one of the sexiest female rockstars around!

I Hate Myself For Loving You - Joan Jett & the Blackhearts
(Joan Jett/Desmond Child)

Midnight gettin' uptight, where are you
You said you'd meet me now it's quarter to two
I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you

Hey Jack, it's a fact they're talkin' in town
I turn my back and you're messin' around
I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown

I think of you every night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away...

I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you

Daylight spent the night without you
But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do
I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through

Hey man, betcha can treat me right
You just don't know what you was missin' last night
I wanna see you beggin', say "forget it" just for spite


I think of you every night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away...


©2001 Blackheart Records

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