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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Monday, July 24, 2006

I'm not dead, just uninspired as of late. Also working full-time leaves me less time for the computer. Well, summertime is halfway over and my writing always lacks during those months where I am temporarily not a student. As much as I adore my friends here, I do kind of wish I could be back at school where there are no parents to bother me and I can do almost whatever I want. Now that many of my friends have graduated, there will be less people for me to hang out with. Of course, there's still a few school friends left and my delightful new roomies, Chris & Devon. I'm sure that over the school year we'll have much more fun. In the meantime, I miss my girls. I'm also missing the lovely Shay a lot because I haven't had time to go back to the city where my school is and visit with her yet. I'm dying to see her kitten in person and not just over pictures (take that however you'd like to, you naughty-minded people)!

I am currently sitting here with parts of my hair wrapped in tinfoil while I wait for the purple hair dye to process. There's still a few minutes left. Too bad the dye smells like grape Tylenol but the scent will go away once I shampoo my hair. For only paying 10$ for the dye, I can't really complain. I can complain about having to go to work later on tonight though!

As for the slut, I haven't seen much of him lately. One day in almost two months. He's busy and I'm busy so there's not much time left in there for visits. Plus he doesn't really like the place where he's working now so he's thinking about finding a new job... in Alberta. Raise one eyebrow if you will. Needless to say, if he does end up in another province/territory, I will not be going with him. Hey, if it ends then it ends. Can't say I'd be very happy about it but there's not much I can do. If he goes it's really too bad that he'd be taking her with him (but if she goes, I won't mind so much ha ha ha). I'm not any good at the "relationship" thing. At this point, I don't even know if it's working or if we're still hanging on by the threads of habit. After only a year can you grow used to someone already? Last summer, when everything was all new, he and I hung out a lot. This summer, not so much. Well, I did tell him he can't break up with me until he reads all of the Harry Potter books and, at the rate he's reading now, that could be a while since he hasn't even started the first book yet. Now it's off to rinse the excess purple dye out of my hair.

*stupid link of the day* Total Eclipse of the Heart video: two guys drew faces on their chins and shot a video for this song. Why do so many guys like this song? I mean, it's a great song, but it's also strange that it's liked by many men. Thanks to Joey for finding this one online.
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