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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Saturday, March 25, 2006

I saw "The Hills Have Eyes" last night. If you're like me and you don't like scary movies I am definitely not recommending this one. It wasn't so much that it was scary as it was bloody, gore-filled and creepy. I was almost jumping out of my seat every few minutes because my nerves were frayed and I held Joey's arm and a fistful of his shirt so tightly that even today my arm muscles hurt. I was holding his shirt because he said that when I accidentally dug my nails into his hand when I squeezed hurt too much. After the movie was over my hands were shaking and I was jumping at every little noise.

To make up for the scary movie, Joey took me to a big pet store so I could buy fun things for Pfeffer. There were a couple of female mini-Lops being sold at the store and they were so sweet and so soft. My heart went out to them. They were sold as a pair while we were shopping and replaced with two other mini-Lops of equal cuteness.

Right now, I'm home alone and scared of everything. Joey's gone out to play poker with some guys so he can't be here to keep the scaries away from me. It doesn't help that I'm listening to some metal music (Avenged Sevenfold), which I am actually surprised that I like since that genre isn't one I typically listen to. Later tonight I am going to watch something sweet and Disney-like to calm my nerves. I'm still pretty frazzled and am hoping that writing this out will start the calming process. Not very likely...

I'm not quite sure how I should feel when my partner can fit into my jeans... Scared? Concerned? Disturbed? I don't get it. I'm reasonably smaller than he is so how exactly does it work that he can get into my pants well enough that he is able to get them done up? If I try his pants on, I can't get them to stay on my hips unless I hold them up. Guys should definitely not wear pants this tight. The sight of it hurts my eyeballs.

*stupid link of the day* Kittens!!!!!: a whole lot of pictures of kittens doing kitten things, especially being cute. this site is not dial-up user friendly. I am also dedicating today's stupid link to Amber since she loves kitties so much.
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