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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Monday, February 13, 2006

Another grandma visit is over and done with. Last time I was there, it turns out Joey's grandma liked me. This time seems to have turned out the same way: I got another hug and a wet kiss on the cheek. We (Joey, his mom, his brother and I) were at the grandma's house in Ancaster for about 7 hours yesterday and it was quite brutal trying to be on my best behaviour when I was already exhausted from not sleeping very well the two nights prior. She asked me some tough questions, like "what do you plan on doing with your life after you're done school" to which I had no immediate response. Joey and I did make some oatmeal chocolate chip cookies to bring and everyone seemed to think they were quite tasty. Bambooey is still thriving, which was good to know. I got a free dinner since we went out to eat and I got to stare at the cute blonde server with the nice butt. I know both Joey and Michael thought she was cute too. Too bad she looked like she was about sixteen.

Obesio asked me "How do you think you would feel if the two of you [Joey and I] broke up tomorrow?" in my comments so now I shall answer that.
Well, if it happened tomorrow, I will admit that I would be rather shocked since I've not recieved any hints that it would happen. I'd probably also be hurt because of the suddenness and I would want to know why (who doesn't?). I would be very sad for a while and I'd probably retreat from the world a little bit and write a lot. I wouldn't be heartbroken unless the reason for the break-up was something like he cheated on me or found someone else. We haven't made any grand future plans except for superficial ones like movies so it's not like we have something standing to aim towards in the future. If we broke up I'd be very unhappy about it but I'd be okay in the end. Thanks for your question.

I was tagged by the delightful orchidea to do the five guilty pleasures meme.
  1. sleeping in late when I have no big plans for the day
  2. the Beach Boys' music
  3. children's movies, especially ones I've loved when I was little
  4. pretty undergarments
  5. shameless flirting
This Sunday I get to go home for reading week. I can't wait! It'll be nice to see some friends again and Andrea, Lauren and I are already planning a ton of FFX time. We'll be playing late into the night. I also made plans with Lauren to dye our hair at some point since we've both got the itch to do it again. I wonder if anyone has done a study to find out whether dying your hair a lot is really bad for you? If so, I'm in trouble. I haven't seen my natural hair colour since around 1997. I'll also have to shield Pfeff from the puppies again. That bunny really hates travelling and it'll get to do it twice in one week. Poor bun. Speaking of Pfeff, it's time for me to go have bunny exercise time!

my gift to myself: the Moo Collection

*stupid link of the day* Anita's Origami: if you've got a thing for folding paper, here is a site that can teach you to fold all sort of animals, even a spider. why? (thanks, danae)
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