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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Thursday, September 22, 2005

On a Tuesday her thighs tremble as she struggles to hold her weight off of his face. Or are they trembling because of what he is doing between them? She slides off of him and kneels on the edge of the bed, elbows on the sheets. She closes her eyes tightly against the pain he brings from pulling her hair too hard. Her back arches to stop her scalp from throbbing. With her head pulled back, he leans in and whispers into her ear as he takes her. He tells her that she is a slut, a whore, of no use to him except as a fucktoy. He pushes her face into the mattress and demands that she touch herself. She does as he tells her to, cheeks burning against the harsh words.

He flips her over onto her back, pressing her down with his weight. She can feel his teeth biting her shoulder, her neck, her ear. Stubble scratches at her cheek making her skin feel raw. He moves up her body, straddling her chest. Her hands pressing into his back, his ass, she is choked. Tears stream down her face, a constant reminder of her place and what she is now doing. Saliva dripping down her chin feels sticky and her cheek stings where the tears are mixing with her chafed skin. Her stomach heaves as her gag reflex is hit again and again. She cries as she looks up at him, his eyes intense with only his pleasure.

He slides back down again, arms holding hers and her knees raised up. She gasps for air as her body jerks rythmically in time with his. Their gazes lock and she cannot turn away as she watches his mouth form those words she loves to hear and dreads to understand. He sits up and grabs the back of her head to raise her neck up. She opens her mouth and takes what those names he called her made her deserve. He cleans her up and, laying down beside her, wraps her in his arms. She feels loved and comforted and safe. She wriggles against him in pure happiness as the pain she felt moments ago fades to a gentle warmth she can bask in. She loves Tuesdays like this one.

On a random side note, Joey got a belated birthday card from his grandma yesterday. Written inside the card is a short letter from his grandma ending with "P.S. I liked JeN a lot. Keep her." What have I done now? I totally blame the bamboo.

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