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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Her wrists are bound and her eyes are covered. She can feel the warmth of his hands all over her body. His kisses light her skin on fire. Struggling only makes her bonds tighter but laying still is impossible. Not knowing what he is going to do next has her mind reeling. Flashes of pain brought on by his teeth give way to pleasure immediately.

It is her fault that she is feeling everything so intently. If she hadn't made plans to postpone this she wouldn't have had to sit beside him, pretending to be calm, for a few extra hours. It was the sweetest torture. She craves it as much as she loathes it. He can only laugh at the discomfort he is causing her.

Her flesh will be hot and red before he takes her and she will feel everything with intensity. Being bound does something to her. It lets her tolerate things she wouldn't normally take. Partially because she has no choice. She cannot strain and move away if she is uncomfortable. She must remain bound in place. She finds a certain sort of freedom in restraint. She trusts him enough to care for her body and not to do anything that would harm it.

She has been waiting an eternity for a touch like this. A touch that loves her as it hurts her. A touch where she can lose all her cares in his arms. With her wrists bound, he can do with her what he pleases. He pleases her. Perhaps next time she can get him to take it all a step further. Perhaps next time he will leave marks across her skin.

And here are some pictures I took a while ago that have nothing to do with anything! Now that I've written nothing remotely sensual or sexual for quite some time, all the creepy internet stalker people seem to have left me alone. Hurrah!

*stupid link of the day* Tigger, the Wonder Psychic Cat: he can predict that his owner will pick him up when he whines. Wow!
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