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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me Done. That word signifies that something has been finished, completed, brought to an end. What do you do when something doesn't feel completed? Is it possible to keep at it until it feels resolved? What happens when one party thinks something is resolved and the other doesn't? What happens when one party needs closure and the other doesn't? Is that party obliged to provide closure? What can confuse the lines of "done"? When you break up with someone and continue to hang out with them and the lines blur. You're broken up but as you're sitting next to them watching a movie, they reach out to touch your hand, or you stroke their cheek. You may see them close their eyes and lean in to your caress. Your body may shiver at their touch. How will you react if they respond to your touch? Will you continue to do it? Will you lean in closer? Will they lean in too? Will you kiss? Passionately, desperately, hungrily, your hands roaming over each others' bodies like you've never felt another person before. Whimpering sounds escaping from your lips, both in lust and in relief. Tears stinging your eyes at the flood of emotions you feel for that person. Hands over clothing, under clothing, removing clothing. Frantic, fevered, frenzied. You kiss them and you remember the sweetness of their spit, the saltiness of the sweat on their skin, the scent of the cologne they wear, the shape of their body. All these thoughts flash through your mind and you remember why you loved them, why you cherished them, why you needed them. You open yourself up to your emotions again and push aside the feeling of "this is a mistake". You're undressing each other, following steps you've followed a million times before, each is so familiar and yet so brand new. Naked, you cling to them, wanting to hold them against you forever and never let them go. Entwined, Is that circle of "break up, hang out, kiss, together? break up, hang out, kiss together?" a healthy thing? How do you end it? How do you know it's actually supposed to end? How do you know that it's not just a sign that you're not supposed to be broken up? Maybe one of you has feelings for the other person but can't realize that and keeps calling it all off. How do you break a circle? It is perfectly round with no beginning and no end. How do you break a circle? Heart - Britney Spears Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you I’m sorry for the things I’ve put you through Before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy I need to make you see Oh, heart, I’m not sure it’s been long enough To say that what I feel is really love There’s just one way to learn, sometimes we’ll get hurt And right now it’s our turn Chorus: Give it time, help me through Heart, we can do this together You’re my strength, you’re my soul I need you now more than ever Heart, all the hurt will soon be gone If you’ll, if you’ll just keep on being strong You will always be my friend, so keep on hangin' in And we’ll find love again Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you I’m sorry for the things I put you through Please don’t you break on me, I need to make you see It wasn’t meant to be ‘Cause you will always be my friend, so keep on hangin' in And we’ll find love again Just tell me what you've got to say to me I've been waiting for so long to hear the truth It comes as no surprise at all you see So cut the crap and tell me that we're through Now I know your heart, I know your mind You don't even know you're bein' unkind So much for all your highbrow Marxist ways Just use me up and then you walk away Boy, you can't play me that way Well I guess what you say is true I could never be the right kind of girl for you CHORUS: I could never be your woman I could never be your woman I could never be your woman I could never be your woman When I saw my best friend yesterday She said she never liked you from the start Well me, I wish that I could claim the same But you always knew you held my heart And you're such a charming, handsome man Now I think I finally understand Is it in your genes? I don't know But I'll soon find out, that's for sure Why did you play me this way Well I guess what you say is true I could never be the right kind of girl for you (CHORUS) Well I guess what they say is true I could never spend my life with a man like you (CHORUS) Didn't We Almost Have It All - Whitney Houston Remember when we held on in the rain The night we almost lost it Once again we can take the night into tomorrow Living on feelings Touching you I feel it all again Chorus: Didn’t we almost have it all When love was all we had worth giving? The ride with you was worth the fall my friend Loving you makes life worth living Didn’t we almost have it all The night we held on till the morning You know you’ll never love that way again Didn’t we almost have it all The way you used to touch me felt so fine We kept our hearts together down the line A moment in the soul can last forever Comfort and keep us Help me bring the feeling back again Chorus Didn’t we have the beat of times When love was young and new? Couldn’t we reach inside and find The world of me and you? We’ll never lose it again Cause once you know what love is You never let it end Chorus *quote of the day* "There's no sin in loving men; only pain." -- Ally (Ally McBeal) *stupid link of the day* Nude Man Carrot: the adventure of Nude Man Carrot. JeN's mind ejaculated @ 4:31 p.m. | |   |
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