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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Found this from another blog (Silver Beetle) and found it highly appropriate for the way I feel sometimes, especially when it comes to boys. I hope he leaves me alone. FOREVER!
Do you ever think you’re past something and then all it takes is 5 seconds to bring you back to you knees? I’m on my knees. It’s so fucking easy to break me. Theres just a few points… a few tiny buttons that rip my stomach out instantly. Some know when they hit them, others don’t. The one just keeps getting nailed – just keep fucking hitting me there and see how much I can take. I’ll let you without saying a fucking word because I promised not to. (from Silver Beetle)
I haven't heard back from Aren't We Naughty yet so I'm sad. Maybe they don't want me? On a better note, I made plans to go see "the Chronicles of Riddick" (or whatever the hell it's called) this Saturday with Andrea. She asked me to go simply for the fact that she and I saw "Pitch Black" together. It scared the crap out of us! We were really smart cuz we saw the late show too. The funny thing is, I bought the movie and I can now watch it without being scared at all. I didn't really do anything today for the plans that I thought I might have had got cancelled and so I am sad. :*( Lauren and I have her birthday party all planned out already. We're going to rent an Angelina Jolie movie ("Playing By Heart") and get drunk during the afternoon, then we'll go to a buffet for dinner where there are cheap drinks and we'll get even more drunk. It'll be grand. I don't know who is all coming to her party though. We haven't planned that far as of yet. Of course, we still have a little while to go before her 20th b-day approaches. In case you're interested, the day is Sunday, July 18th. Maybe it's more like a mental note to myself so I can remember. It's still a waya away so I might forget. Ha ha, I would hope not. Good lord, it was like a million degrees outside today. I woke up with a slight headache and the heat didn't help. Even though it's the evening now, it's still hot so I think I'll be smart and get off the computer and go sit somewhere cooler.

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