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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Thursday, January 01, 2004

Ooh, is it ever time for a rant and boy, do I ever have one. *sigh* Where to start. Okay, well, I went to Kelly's new year's party last night and I had a blast! Her parties are always totally awexome. Nevertheless, the people on my hate list were there (Cam, Sarah, Sean, the evil stick figure with no soul) but everything was going okay. Cam didn't say a single word to me, Sarah didn't glare at me (cuz Cam wasn't talking to me), Sean got smart and didn't try to talk to me either and the evil stick figure with no soul was staying away from me as well. I met his girlfriend, Meegan (sp?) and she seems pretty nice. The funny thing is, she looks a bit like me and likes most of the stuff I like. Whatever. I look better than she does. Ha! Anyway, the night was going pretty well. I was nicely drunk and everything was happy. Then, it got a bit later and people started heading out. The evil stick figure with no soul decided to say bye to me in his stupid "I'm trying to be friendly but I don't realize I'm being annoying" way. It sucked even more cuz he knows I don't want to talk to him and he had said to Leya previously that he wasn't going to say anything to me at the party which would have been just peachy. So what does he do? Fuck everything over. He said bye and I got pretty grumbly and angry and the next thing I know he is coming back saying how we should be "mature about this, blah blah blah". I felt kind of babyish and immature cuz I just kept saying "go away, I don't want to talk to you". Why can't he just get it through his head that I would be perfectly fine if he just didn't ever talk to me again? But no, he has to keep on being "friendly". Motherfucker... So, yeah, that's how my night got a bit ruined. Him and Aidan. Oh, Aidan. What'll I do with you?
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