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I can't believe that what I feel is really happening to me
Make it hurt
And point the finger at my insecurities
Well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in your mind
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
Maybe just once I get what's coming to me.

**"Maybe Just Once" - Nine Inch Nails**

Saturday, September 20, 2003

Good grief! There was a HUGE spider living in its web on my door. It wasn't moving much and was being rather calm so I left it sitting there. I went and watched some of the spacial features that came with the "Animatrix" DVD, and when I came back into my room, the spider was no longer in its web. I must be honest; I'm a little creeped out. Tonight Debbie is staying at Josh's so it's just me and the spider. I hope it's not in my room. If it had just decided to stay in its web then all would have been fine. Or at least moved over an inch or two so I could catch it in a cup and place it outside, where it should be. There's more food out there than there is in here anyway. Man, it's really eerie knowing that there is a great big spider loose in the house (more likely my bedroom). Why do these things happen to me? What did I do to deserve this? Why did Debbie have to stay at Josh's tonight? This totally sucks... I wouldn't even care as much if the spider wasn't so big. It's the size of the ones that are usually only found outside. It's big enough that, when I knelt down and looked at it, I could see all its details perfectly... like its six beady black eyes. *gulp* I'm not gonna sleep well tonight, that's for sure. And I'm supposed to go to Mel's Diner for breakfast tomorrow with Debbie, Josh, Josh #2, Julia, Jasmine and Aidan. I'll be going with huge bags under my eyes. And, I have to get up even earlier so Debbie and I can take a taxi up to the grocery store so we can buy some more food. We so need it! I guess I'm done freaking out online now cuz there's nothing a computer can do to help me... Dagnabbit! Wish me luck tonight... and all the other days/nights until the spider gets caught or ends up dead.

the little kaos critter is freaking out.
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